Thought I would just revisit this for those who remember me...I know, I don't come around very much anymore.
There was one point in time where things weren't that good because people were telling me there was "shenanigans" going on with someone else...then I started thinking about the future and if I could handle things the way they were. I wanted to have a "break" until she could figure out what she wanted to do. She assured me that she would get some things ironed out, so we got back together.
About 3 weeks later I heard from someone else that she was flirting around with some other guy...the last time I had seen her she seemed distant from me like something was on her mind. I think she decided I couldn't handle things either...well, that and wanting to get with some other guy.
She broke up with me the next day. Long and complicated story that I won't get into, but I will say this...she is already engaged to the other guy. They were going out for a total of 1 day when it happened.
I was with her for about 7 weeks. I felt great all the time...better than I ever have in my life. It was just nice to know (or think I knew) that someone wanted to be with me. She had some major problems though, and I knew that going in...I just thought it could be different. Now I know it wasn't going to be. I was OK for the first few days, but the first time I saw her after that I got bummed out. I just have to keep telling myself it's not my fault (because it wasn't) and forget about it. The last two days have been better, so I'm hoping time is all I need for my mind to stop thinking about things.
If nothing else, I got some experience with relationships. Now I just have to move on!